An answered prayer

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Perhaps you were birthed

from a tear that left my

eye

each time I raised my hands

in prayer,

and the shivering soul

in the remotest corner of my body

cried

Perhaps my dua reached

where I couldn’t,

and the season of our meeting

had reached it’s

destination

as soon as the season

of our individual, dilapidated sorrows

had exhaled it’s ultimate breath sans

procrastination,

and the entire purpose of fate

throwing us against the edge

of deepest

fears

was to create a path

to merge our throbbing

tears

into unity of destiny,

and perhaps to make us

conscious enough

to overcome the hurdles

of worldly, domesticated boundaries

that only questions and demarcates…

Perhaps this was always how

it was meant to be

and how do I explain

the things I went through

on my way to you?

Walking on the flames of pain

where darkness hugged,

 tears kissed

and sleep stayed frozen awake

in the coldest, stoned nights

through missed

ectopic beats,

where screams lay trapped

jailed inside claustrophobic mind

where the origin of own light in eyes

burnt you trembling blind

A long journey it’s been

forcing against the storm

of doubting humanity and hearts

who said I won’t find you

And look, you stare back at me now

smiling :)

Suffice to say

you still feel like a dream

But my cognizance whispers to me

“This is an answered prayer”.

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dua- (urdu language)  Prayer

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“Prayer is not asking. It is a longing of the soul”- Mahatma Gandhi

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Unchained Melody

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I’ve lost myself

to seek you,

Come hold

my innocence

with the strings

of your heart,

Come fly

with me,

Let’s embrace the stars

Rising slowly

kissing the breeze

until you feel afraid no more,

And I won’t

let you go,

until my rhythm

makes you soar,

swimming with clouds

the sun dripping

golden dew,

as we play

unchained melody

flowing like aroma

of crushed roses

on the palms

of heavenly garden,

Come soar with me,

I fly with ethereal wings

of rainbow

and will share my colors

with you

until you become

the synonym of me

as I sneakily

steal your identity…

We will dance

with charming kites

as they twirl

around our flight,

I will show you

my kingdom

The mystical romance

of butterfly effect,

as we circle the world

breezing with faith,

Make you I will

the envy

of high-flying birds

as we convert

into blessings

their meagre curse,

Come float

with me,

and if

you get tired

we will descend

onto

the brightest star

where i will bestow you

with the nectar of

Gumamela and jasmine

to drink

into your senses

and lose yourself

in the beauty of

the silver moon,

I will sing to you

the legends of

phoenix and fairies,

If you feel

the longing to return

to your hearth

overwhelmed with company

(I promise)

we will perch

on a falling star

and journey back to

our destiny.

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“Eventually soul mates meet for they have the same hiding place”-Robert Brault

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Untie me

Unbend

Honest whispers

Just tell me

Can you really

be a friend?

 

Un-break me

Unbind me

Un-spell

The sadness

around me

that dwells…

 

If not heal me

then  feel me

my mind…

the heart

that still throbs

like blind

 

Defeat me

forfeit me

React

ignorance is hurt

and can lack

 

Un-cry me

Un- tear me

Un- sigh

Undo pain

before it

Un-dies….

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The Rose

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The soul of the rose

is in it’s sweet perfume

which gives witness to the touch

of divine

and it’s unique identity

lies in the thorns

vital for it’s protection,

a shield of defense

which fences off lust and evil eyes

trying to pluck it

and protects

the exotic beauty

of it’s flushed, satin petals,

The colors so rich

as if painted with the blood

of love itself

And…even if plucked

the flora is destined

with an enviable fate-

a gift of a lover

a bouquet of a bride

the pride of a shrine

a memory between diary pages

garland of royalty

or the decoration of a forgotten grave.

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“what’s in a name? That which we call rose,

by any other name would smell as sweet…”-William Shakespeare

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“A rose must remain with the sun and the rain,

or it’s lovely promise won’t come true…”- Ray Evans

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“A single rose can be my garden

A single friend….my world”- Leo Buscaglia

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“A red rose is not selfish because it wants to be a red rose.

It would be horribly selfish if it wanted other flowers in the garden to be both red and roses”- Oscar Wilde

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The story of my helplessness…

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How do I release me from myself?

Break the shackles

that weighs down

my heart and soul,

I am a knock

and that is a closed-door,

The chains of desires and dreams

flame my essence and burn me more,

The dancing wisps of fire

smokes out my pain

and its crimson desires

then, I inhale it

to pollute myself again….

and this indeed is the story

of my helplessness,

a spirit cursed

into eternal unrest

even if I scream in agony

of what could have been

the vocals get lost

in the noise

of this chaotic, silent world,

a slap of ignorance

falling back

into the darkness hurled,

Even if the universe

was blown out

with blizzards of raging inferno

or somehow

could be plucked out

every sorrow’s brow

How can one run away from

oneself?

my soul is smeared with wounds

dripping pain

forcing into my conscious again and again

This indeed is the story of my helplessness.

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“kya hoon main aur kya samajhte hain log

sab raaz nahi hote hain bataane waale

kabhi tanhaiyon mein aa kar dekhna

kaise rote hain sabko hasaane waale”-anonymous

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TRANSLATION: what am I ?

and what do people think,

all secrets are not meant to be told

come sometime into my solitude

and see how they cry

who pretend to laugh and be bold….

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The Booker Award

The Booker Award

 

Sigh! I simply love this award nomination. I think i relate to it more than any other award (though all are equally precious)….”For those who refuse to live in the real world.” I think this describes me best.

A lovely blogger and poet Lucy Williams had nominated me for this award. I thankyou Lucy for this beautiful award. Lucy writes simplistic poetry about everyday life and dealing with stress and bullying. She has a wonderful style of her own. Do read some of her lovely poems at-http://lucywilliamspoetry.wordpress.com/2012/09/08/the-booker-award/

The rules are:

1. Nominate 5 ppl

2. Tell the name of your 5 fav books

My 5 fav books are:

1. The Holy Qur’an

2. Little Women

3. The Alchemist

4. Doctors

5. Pride and Prejudice

 

My nominees for The Booker Award are as follows:

1. http://pseudomonaz.wordpress.com/

2.http://writes2escape.wordpress.com/

3.http://betweenpoles.wordpress.com/

4.http://memoirsofadragon.wordpress.com/

5.http://divinerhythm.wordpress.com/

 

Congrats all of you!

Super Sweet Blogging Award

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This award nomination has been long overdue like so many of my other nominations. Two wonderful bloggers Daniela and Blue Girl had nominated me for this award. Daniela’s blog “Lantern Post” is very engrossing filled with numerous interesting posts written from the heart. You guys must check it out- http://lanternpost2012.wordpress.com/2012/08/30/passing-the-sweetness-around/. Blue Girl’s poems are simple, sweet and straight from the heart. If you want your dose of unadulterated emotions plz check out her blog-http://bluegirlpoems.wordpress.com/

Thankyou so much Daniela and Blue Girl for your sweeteness. Receiving this nomination made me hungry. :)

The rules for this award are simple (sigh!):

1. Give credit to the wonderful person who chose to nominate you ;)

2. Answer the ques. asked below

3. Nominate a ‘Baker dozen’ of 13 blogs

The ques.-

1. Cookies or cake?

Cake…

2. Chocolate or vanilla?

Chocolate anyday!

3. What is your fav sweet treat?

It’s hard to choose:

chocolate truffle cake, hot chocolate brownie with ice-cream, pineapple soufle, coffee and cookie soufle, cheesecake, hot jalebis, chenna rasgullas and makhuti ( a sweet pudding made with various different pulses and grains…a speciality in weddings of Bihar).

4. When do you crave sweet things the most?

When i am depressed (sigh!)…..or after i have had a spicy meal.

5. If you had a sweet nickname what would it be?

Choco-jalebi……Lol… :P

Here i pass the sweetness around :

http://soumyav.wordpress.com/

http://habibadanyalbarry.wordpress.com/

http://throughthehealinglens.com/

http://bloodinkdiary.wordpress.com/

http://myindividualinsights.wordpress.com/

http://journeythroughlifeblogdotcom.wordpress.com/

http://lucywilliamspoetry.wordpress.com/

http://foreverpoetic.me/

http://bluegirlpoems.wordpress.com/

http://jennaleetameris.wordpress.com/

http://divinerhythm.wordpress.com/

http://esengasvoice.wordpress.com/

http://readncook.wordpress.com/

Congrats and thankyou everyone! Hope you all accept this dee-licious award nomination soon! :)